Lakeside Love Letter by quiteunexpectedly, literature
Literature
Lakeside Love Letter
You unhook me like
a fish, still shaking
and terrified of being
eaten
as you let me go
I feel the weight
of you
against me
my face turned
seeking not to
see you
I am the flesh
and bones of
you
the carcass that
lies motionless and
rotting
outside in
I have lingered on
the edges of this
lake, like a flower
or the decapitated head
of a child's doll,
no longer interested
in playing
I wanted seven seconds
of silence, the stillness
of unturned pages and
leaves that are yet to
be crunched, underfoot
we ate with plastic knifes
and forks, food blending
into to the taste of it
no time exists here
at seventeen, we were
running, full of vodka
we'd bought and wine
that we'd stolen from
cheap supermarkets
now we're here
where the days chase
us down like hungry
wolves and the air is
too heavy to smoke
through
we smoked a lot
and dragged the ash
from our dog ends
across your parents
new patio
into the shapes of
our names
I wanted you to call
for me in the morning
and sneak into my room
at night
I wanted us to be lovers,
Before the coma,
silence was a virtue
we never indulged in
we would talk
until our throats
bled, our tonsils
burning as if
speaking words were
as warming as
eating raw chillis
we'd tuned our vocal
chords finely, semi -
tones were for
mornings as much as
black coffees
our bodies were
strings and sex
was just another
chord
a tangle of
limbs wrapped in
copper wire
after the car hit
you, we stopped.
the silence that took you
was big enough
for two
Black, Two Sugars by quiteunexpectedly, literature
Literature
Black, Two Sugars
Black, Two Sugars
I take tea in the afternoon
as I wait to hear his foot -
falls approaching
I am on
edge until they
kiss my ears in their
heavy booted sound
I add sugar cubes
distractedly, as my
mouth adjusts to
the taste of him
a heaviness on my
lips, upon my neck,
the scratch of a scarf
that looks softer
I imagine the scratch
of a vampire fang to be
worse and breath in and
out my prayers that at
least he is by my side
before nightfall
he is a thing of
paleness and impatience,
I am a woman who works
the dead into shapes
that speak
we both seek answers
but know they will not
be found in the arms of
each other
yet still,
our hearts
They are trawling
the sea bed for
clues, as if we are
simply a plane
to fall out of
the sky. Our
last kiss, spread
on meat trays,
our clasped hands
in body bags.
the fire that started
at our wingless
shoulder blades
proved fatal
Delusional Parasitosis by quiteunexpectedly, literature
Literature
Delusional Parasitosis
I wake up to an
itch - ripples on
the surface of
my skin come
in waves,
beating against
the shell
of me
in the night
you are
no kinder
slipping between
the sheets like
a limb, a veil
I scratch, my
bitten nails
my body,
the coarse
strip, my finger
the match
striking
the
flame
They Leave In The Night by quiteunexpectedly, literature
Literature
They Leave In The Night
My tutor told me once, just before my finals, that people were wrong about us. They thought that to do this job you needed to be hard and detached, you needed to at ease with death, to embrace and accept it. But the best forensic pathologists, he said, needed to be gentle and empathetic, they needed to fight against the finality of death, the finality that there were no answers and that death was simply something that happened to everyone. You need to be at war with death, not at peace with it, you need to fight it for answers, and you need to make it talk.
So I went off, fighting an endless war with death, and I cared about the body in fro
This is what I know about death;
Sherlock is dying.
Sherlock is dying and it’s his last night on Earth.
Sherlock is dying and it’s his last night on Earth and he is spending it with me.
Before Sherlock got sick, I thought I already knew everything there was to know about death. It was my trade, after all. It’s what I did every day. I dealt in death. I could construct stories out of bodies. I could look under bones, beneath tissue, and see around them. I could see how their heart stopped beating, their lungs stop breathing. I was friends with Death. It was my safe place. Ever since my father died, I had placed myself arou
He said that there were lessons to be learnt. all the time, passing by me, touching, reaching for my hand. He said that I didn’t look hard enough, didn’t use my eyes. He was wrong, I noticed everything, I just didn’t learn it. This is what I should have learnt; about love, about Sherlock and about myself.
Love is like having a hole in your heart. I don’t mean a metaphorical gap that only another person’s touch can close. No. I mean a huge fucking hole, split, broken arteries, a gap as wide as your fist, one side filling up with blood, pulsing, draining, fatigue, shortness of breath, eventual death. Love is like
Lakeside Love Letter by quiteunexpectedly, literature
Literature
Lakeside Love Letter
You unhook me like
a fish, still shaking
and terrified of being
eaten
as you let me go
I feel the weight
of you
against me
my face turned
seeking not to
see you
I am the flesh
and bones of
you
the carcass that
lies motionless and
rotting
outside in
I have lingered on
the edges of this
lake, like a flower
or the decapitated head
of a child's doll,
no longer interested
in playing
I wanted seven seconds
of silence, the stillness
of unturned pages and
leaves that are yet to
be crunched, underfoot
we ate with plastic knifes
and forks, food blending
into to the taste of it
no time exists here
at seventeen, we were
running, full of vodka
we'd bought and wine
that we'd stolen from
cheap supermarkets
now we're here
where the days chase
us down like hungry
wolves and the air is
too heavy to smoke
through
we smoked a lot
and dragged the ash
from our dog ends
across your parents
new patio
into the shapes of
our names
I wanted you to call
for me in the morning
and sneak into my room
at night
I wanted us to be lovers,
Before the coma,
silence was a virtue
we never indulged in
we would talk
until our throats
bled, our tonsils
burning as if
speaking words were
as warming as
eating raw chillis
we'd tuned our vocal
chords finely, semi -
tones were for
mornings as much as
black coffees
our bodies were
strings and sex
was just another
chord
a tangle of
limbs wrapped in
copper wire
after the car hit
you, we stopped.
the silence that took you
was big enough
for two
Black, Two Sugars by quiteunexpectedly, literature
Literature
Black, Two Sugars
Black, Two Sugars
I take tea in the afternoon
as I wait to hear his foot -
falls approaching
I am on
edge until they
kiss my ears in their
heavy booted sound
I add sugar cubes
distractedly, as my
mouth adjusts to
the taste of him
a heaviness on my
lips, upon my neck,
the scratch of a scarf
that looks softer
I imagine the scratch
of a vampire fang to be
worse and breath in and
out my prayers that at
least he is by my side
before nightfall
he is a thing of
paleness and impatience,
I am a woman who works
the dead into shapes
that speak
we both seek answers
but know they will not
be found in the arms of
each other
yet still,
our hearts
They are trawling
the sea bed for
clues, as if we are
simply a plane
to fall out of
the sky. Our
last kiss, spread
on meat trays,
our clasped hands
in body bags.
the fire that started
at our wingless
shoulder blades
proved fatal
Delusional Parasitosis by quiteunexpectedly, literature
Literature
Delusional Parasitosis
I wake up to an
itch - ripples on
the surface of
my skin come
in waves,
beating against
the shell
of me
in the night
you are
no kinder
slipping between
the sheets like
a limb, a veil
I scratch, my
bitten nails
my body,
the coarse
strip, my finger
the match
striking
the
flame
They Leave In The Night by quiteunexpectedly, literature
Literature
They Leave In The Night
My tutor told me once, just before my finals, that people were wrong about us. They thought that to do this job you needed to be hard and detached, you needed to at ease with death, to embrace and accept it. But the best forensic pathologists, he said, needed to be gentle and empathetic, they needed to fight against the finality of death, the finality that there were no answers and that death was simply something that happened to everyone. You need to be at war with death, not at peace with it, you need to fight it for answers, and you need to make it talk.
So I went off, fighting an endless war with death, and I cared about the body in fro
This is what I know about death;
Sherlock is dying.
Sherlock is dying and it’s his last night on Earth.
Sherlock is dying and it’s his last night on Earth and he is spending it with me.
Before Sherlock got sick, I thought I already knew everything there was to know about death. It was my trade, after all. It’s what I did every day. I dealt in death. I could construct stories out of bodies. I could look under bones, beneath tissue, and see around them. I could see how their heart stopped beating, their lungs stop breathing. I was friends with Death. It was my safe place. Ever since my father died, I had placed myself arou
He said that there were lessons to be learnt. all the time, passing by me, touching, reaching for my hand. He said that I didn’t look hard enough, didn’t use my eyes. He was wrong, I noticed everything, I just didn’t learn it. This is what I should have learnt; about love, about Sherlock and about myself.
Love is like having a hole in your heart. I don’t mean a metaphorical gap that only another person’s touch can close. No. I mean a huge fucking hole, split, broken arteries, a gap as wide as your fist, one side filling up with blood, pulsing, draining, fatigue, shortness of breath, eventual death. Love is like
There will be no need
for an autopsy
His fingerprints glow
on her skin like
fairy lights,
twinkling in a silent
breeze
A kiss started it,
romantic and soft,
though his lips were rough
even then
Another kiss and
then he turned,
she saw red in the green
of his eyes. Felt a snake
in the slither of his
tongue
Black and blue and
green, her bruises
shined
It was five forty
when they found her
clutching mud between
her fingers, her eyes
wide with
surprise
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